Work & Apologies

Got back from work real late today, about close to 10 or so. Really pressed for time as the high ups need to check on it b4 the results go out this Thursday. Top that off with some stupid factless news in the Star and you've a hell of a day. Will need to go in early tomorrow as well, and with my sleeping problems its going to be another longgg day... Bottomline is, I shouldn't be able to get any games done this week. But knowing me, I think I'll be finishing one real soon.

I need to apologise for any wrong I've done to the people I love and who support me in my everyday life, I know you deserve more from me but I can't help it. People can't help hurting other people in the process, its just the way life is. And when you get someone like me who can't stand hurting others, well, there's only one way it can go. Sorry.

Matrix: Path of Neo & Emails

Finished replaying Matrix: Path of Neo and realised how buggy and imperfect the character modelling in the game is. Gameplay is actually quite mundane despite the cool factor of fighting as Neo. I prefer the Matrix 1 levels compared to the rest, its more challenging and doesn't take the piss out of the series. No real game here, more like a run through an interactive movie. 4/10.

I got an email today. I didn't really have the heart to respond to it but for the sake of appeareances, I did. It got me thinking though; if I can hardly reply to the email, what would I feel when we actually meet face-to-face? I know two ways it could go down and neither of them are pleasant. Either way I'm going to come out hurting and its mostly likely going to be me and me alone. Its hardly fair.